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http://www.youtube.com/user/FitfortheSummer

^^This girl has officially changed my perspective. I have realized that I need to go at things head on if i want ANY results...so here I go.



Here is what I am going to do. I am going to make a COMPLETE plan on here and track my progress as much as i possibly can.
I am going to take pictures of myself every week and I am going to check in at least every other day

Check In's Inclued: weight, current mood/reflections, thinspo pictures, and an updated goal date for my next goal weight.

So first thing's first, Here are my pictures for my  starting weight :( :( :(
 
YUCK YUCK YUCK. I know ladies...disgusting.
But enough about reflection on the pictures...i do it everyday....no for what im going to do to change it

THE PLAN:
-Eating...or lack there of :)
Breakfast: I have been doing some research and found out it is WAY harder to burn cal. if you do not eat it...like i was doing. So i have decided i am going to dedicate myself to eating SOMETHING for breakfast every morning. This does not mean I am going to purge in the morning...I am going to stay under 200 cal. and I am going to eat something high in fiber...so it will come out later :) haha.
Lunch: This is  a hard one see as how I am either at school or at home and its COMPLETELY different what i eat for lunch or don't. I plan to eat A LOT of fruits and veggies for lunch..if I decide to eat lunch. More vegatables than fruit though. My plan is to eat carrots like fat people eat potatoe chips. So my lunches will pretty much stay clear of anything but fruit and veggies.
DINNER: Since my mom is on a diet as well here is my plan so she does not get supsicious. First, I tell her I used all my cal. for the day during lunch (because we both have cal. trackers) and when I do decide to eat dinner...make on white meat (chicken) and poltry (salmon). I will have to find some recipes...but i will be sure to post them

Mel is going to help me stick to this plan, and I love this girl more than anything!!! She is my inspiration and my motivation


Limitations:
No fast food, pop, chocolate, pasta, white bread, potatoes, bacon, hamburgers, hot dogs, chips, candy, ICE CREAM (my weakness), pizza, cookies, or any other junk food possible. (I will be consulting Mel on what is and what is not classified as junk food) :)

Everyday things: I will have a cup of green tea every morning to boost my motabloism and at least three bottles of water everyday to keep myself hydrated and not hungary.



-Exercise.
Okayy this is where things get complicated...for two main reasons 1.Im lazy---which will change NOW 2. I have a boyfriend likes to spend every waking moment with me--which will be harder to change.

On Tuesdays and Thursdays I have lacrosse and soccer, neither of which are that great of a workout. and on the rest of the weekdays i have lax. These things are both at night, so in my exercise plan I am only going to include going to the gym

I am going to go to the gym everyday except tuesdays and thursdays because I have soccer and lax and not enough time.
When i get there I am going to do the following things according to the day
---Monday:Run 3 miles on the tredmill. 20 minutes on the bike. arm and chest weights. 20 pushups. 50 sit up on each side with machine. 25 chinnies. 25 tricept dips. 25 or each kind of leg raises. stretching. steam room for 10 min.
---Tuesday: Break day...soccer and lax
---Wednesday: Run 3 miles on the tredmill. 20 minutes on eliptical. leg weights. 20 pushups. 50 sit ups on each side with machine. 25 chinnies. 30 twist sit ups. 25 tricept dips. 25 of each kind of leg raises. stretching. steam room for 10 min.
---Thursday: Break day...soccer and lax
---Friday: Run 3 miles on the tredmil. 20 min eliptical. butt and back weights. 20 push ups. 50 sit ups on each side with machine. 25 chinnies. 30 twist sit ups. 25 tricept dips. 25 of each kind of leg raides. stretching. steam room for 10  min.
---Saturday: Run 3 miles. Find a fun class to take.
---Sunday: Run 3 miles. 20 push ups. 50 sit up on each side with machine. 25 chinnies. 25 trecept dips. 25 of each kind of leg raises. stretching. steam room for 10 min.

***at any point in time my weights and eliptical or bike can be substituted for a class that involves high energy but i must do the floor matt exercises.

I am going to try and get my three miles in in the morning, but if i do not because i cant wake up before school i will do them after school.


Anyone who would like to help or learn more about how me and Mel are keeping each other going feel free to send me a message.
You girls are my thinspo and I love every one of you!!!


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I wish i was confident like this girl. I wish the guy i liked was into me like he is into her...everything will get better...slowly, the skinnier i get, the happier ill be.
Nothing taste as good as thing feels.




Dear Ana,

I offer you my soul, my heart and my bodily functions. I give you all my earthly possessions.

I seek your wisdom, your faith and your feather weight. I pledge to obtain the ability to float, to lower my weight to the single digits, I pledge to stare into space, to fear food, and to see obese images in the mirror. I will worship you and pledge to be a faithful servant until death does us part.

If I cheat on you and procreate with Ronald McDonald, Dave Thomas, the colonel or that cute little dog. I will kneel over my toilet and thrust my fingers deep in my throat and pray for your forgiveness.

Please Ana, don't give up on me. I'm so weak, I know, but only you with your strength inside me will I become a woman worthy of love and respect. I'm begging for you not to give up, I'm pleading with my shallow breathes and my pale skin. I bleed for you, suffer leg pains, headaches and fainting spells. My love for you makes me dizzy and confused I don't know whether I'm coming or going. Men run when they see the love I have for you and never return. But they aren't important to me all thats important is that you love me.

If you stay with me, I will worship you daily, I will run miles a day, come rain, snow, bitter cold or searing heat I will run from the pain and in fright. I will do 1,000 sit ups a day and lie to my family about what I eat and how I feel. I will stop weeping when I feel your warm arms embrace my shivering body. I will numb the hunger pains with razor blades and your strength.

Today, I renew our friendship and resolve to be faithful to you year long, life long. I begin each year with a 3 day fast in honor of you. If you give me the strength to fade away I will love you and worship you forever.

When I'm finally faded to nothing, when you've given me the gift of ending this torturous life. I will float on to the next world and be thin and beautiful payment for my undying love for you in this world.

I ask only one more thing you, please Ana, remove me from this hell, from this world ASAP. Please take away this hatred for my pain and allow me to be free and light.

Love Always, Worthless One



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